| It’s not much to say about this. I am having an affair. I am afraid that my husband might find out about my affair, but on the other hand, this affair gives me energy and keeps me going. I never told it to anyone, but I would feel better if I write it here. I am married since 2001, and my experience with men was limited to a couple of boyfriends I had before I met my husband (let’s call him Jeff, but this is not his real name). I was not a virgin when I met him, but both my previous relationships were long term, and based on hope to get married and have a family. In the summer of 2004 Jeff left for 3 days - he went to a conference in Sacramento, and I was left alone with a 2 year old child to take care of. Like many other women (I want to believe I am not alone into this) I had my secret online chats, but I never cheated on Jeff, although I liked a guy online - MrX. He was always very polite and we talked about a lot of things, including our personal lives. He was single and lived in an apartment here, in Oklahoma City, and invited me many times over, to talk face to face, but I always said NO. This time I felt alone, and I finally agreed. I didn’t have a babysitter and I didn’t want to hire one because I was afraid the agency would ask for a credit card and Jeff would ask why I hired a babysitter for a night… I know this sounds really bad, but I took the baby with me. MrX was very nice, and after dinner, eventually we put the baby to bed in the living and after about 2 hours of talking and flirting I agreed to follow MrX in the bedroom. I am not going to describe how we spent the night, but it was much better than I ever expected. I always believed that single men make love better than married ones, because they do not have so many opportunities; it proved to be true. In the morning I felt like a teenager. We fixed a good breakfast, we ate it together with the kid, and I went home. That night my husband came back. I met MrX a few more times after that, in his apartment. He asked me once what would I do if I get pregnant with him. I told him that I would keep the child and lie to my husband it’s his. This turned him on so much… I think I love him a little; we still keep in touch online and now it will be easier, because the kid will start school and MrX promised to take a morning off from time to time, just for us, and I believe him. Those women out there, who had a similar extramarital relationship, know very well what I’m talking about. |
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