Nymphomanic Guy | Date: Apr 28, 2008:
| I have basically been a freak for most of my life. I have tried many things sexually and I believe the theory that men with large penises are more prone to cheat. I got my first fuck when I was 12, screwing my 18 year old neighbor, Molly, who was ugly, but had good pussy and was in love with my then 8 inch dick. For more than a year I would fuck Molly every day or every other day. She gave me blowjobs and handjobs when she was on her period. I had been exposed to some sick shit in my life. My mom used to take me with her when she cheated on my dad. She would make me lie down in the back seat of the car when she went to see her boyfriend at the warehouse where he worked as a security guard. Sometimes she would be there for 15 minutes, sometimes for 30 minutes. Then she would buy me ice cream and stuff to keep me from telling my dad the truth. When I was 14, I was fucking another older girl, my friend Dexter’s sister Sharon. She was 20 and would make Dexter and his brothers all watch TV in their room while I rocked her world several times a week. Sharon measured my dick and said it was 10 inches. She loved getting drilled in any position. Sometimes she would place pillows beneath her belly and lay flat and let me have my way slamming into her pussy over and over. My mom stopped carrying me with her, but told me not to answer the telephone when she made her little trips out. One night I awoke about 11 p.m. and went to pee and saw my mom standing against the living room door kissing a guy and jerking his dick slowly as if she was getting ready to fuck him. I froze there and she turned around yelling “Get in the fucking bed. Get in the fucking bed now dammit!” I refused and told her I was going to call my dad. The guy freaked out and stared at me saying “Listen to your mama boy.” I cussed him and told him to get the fuck out. I turned and grabbed the telephone and the guy hauled ass. Mom grabbed me and shook me, telling me she would whip my ass if I didn’t go to bed and forget what I saw. I must have had a lot of anger built up because I know I cussed her, I said how I had felt across the years about her cheating and I said so much that she sat in a chair just staring as I ranted on. I pissed, got back in bed and she came in crying, apologizing about her actions, saying she would not do it again and begging for forgiveness. For some reason when she put her head in her hands and started to cry out loud, seeing her gown was open and she had on no bra or panties and her pussy and tits just there exposed, I raised up, laid my head between her thighs and started to licking her pussy. Mom asked “What the fuck?” I continued licking her pussy. Within minutes, she was moaning, grinding her hairy, wet pussy into my face and calling my name over and over. I sucked her pussy to multiple orgasms and then moved up to lick and suck her nipples as my finger played in her pussy. Then I pulled out my huge dick and fucked her right there on my bed for close to an hour before getting up. From that night forward mom never cheated again. She and I had an intense affair until I turned 24 and moved out and got married. Every now and then still will fuck. Since then I have fucked three of my first cousins and two of my aunts. I have had 11 affairs with women who were co-workers, neighbors or my wife’s good friends. I had a short term affair with my mother in law, but she broke it off, saying it was too risky and she would never get over the shame if we were caught. I have also bought pussy on about 27 occasions. I now have one steady affair because my wife does not like to fuck on a regular basis. My affair now is with a lovely Eastern Indian woman whose family runs a convenience store and a liquor store here in the south. We have done everything sexually and even posted some anonymous sex videos on the porn channel services in her country. I do not think I can change because I realize I am just a whore who needs constant stimulation, like my mother did all those years ago. My mother and I still have passionate sex and no one has ever suspected it. I am open with mom about some things in the past, but I have never told her I fucked prostitutes - wearing protection of course. And I have never told her I have had sex with black women or my Indian girlfriend. My mom and dad always talk down about other races and say it is degrading to have anyone other than whites. My dad still does not know of all the times I have fucked my mom, day in, day out, fucking her until she passed out, while he was out of town working. I have confessed this, so I feel better knowing I have. I will never confess this to my priest who keeps telling me I am falling short on my faith unless I completely confess my sins since birth to him. I do not think he could handle what I would have to say. |
